It's a sun shiny day! 

Gotta get out of bed. Start a new day again. 
Staring myself at the mirror, slept for just 4 hours. Am I even tired? I..

I think aside from working and studying everyday which is tiring. There are other things even more tiring than those two. It is not physically demanding nor it is physically exhausting. 

It's.. I can't even describe.
My eyes are tired, my mind is tired of thinking too. But I guess, there's one thing at the back of it all which makes it a lot more tiring. I don't know it exactly. I can't say what it is specifically but it's like, finding the end of the rainbow. You love the rainbow, you love the scene and you wanna discover it all but you just can't find it. Nobody knows where the end of the rainbow is. And it's frustrating. 

Why do these feelings has to exist even? 


Have a great day everyone! Love. 




xxmarbe

Random

You might have as well felt really distressed, uncomfortable or unhappy over things. Like, you just want it to disappear like a bubble or the other way around like, you wanted to hide far far away for a while, and come back when everything goes smoothly again. 

Sometimes, it's not the experience itself that creates the suffering but it's the resistance to the experience. It can be any experience, feeling or whatever, depends on how you want to label it anyway. 

Of course, fear is natural. It's human nature but sometimes, it consumes us that it draws the limit in us. I don't think we have specific boundaries over things, however, I'm not saying that human race is perfect. What I mean is, if we wanted something, we can work it out no matter what. We just need to accept, digest and inhale again. We experience trouble all the time, but it's how we grow and increase our wisdom. Right? Have you thought how beautiful is that?

And it's much more tiring because you will be exerting much effort in pushing that feeling away when in fact you can just let it flow. You just messed up with your work (a big project) and it has been bothering you for weeks now, because it makes you feel irresponsible,weak and idiot. You have been feeling really depressed lately because you screwed up a previous relationship that you had really worked on. And every time that feeling comes in you, you just feel like dying and you just wanna fade away. 

All feelings come and go. Let it in. Say "hi" to that feeling, argue, cry and whatsoever. And once you're done, release it, let it go. Don't get stuck, don't let that feeling live in there. You don't need any negativity. You're wonderful without it! Open up, breathe and live again. 

Now, there's a new You. A little wiser and more open-minded this time. 
Take another shot. Live it out. 


xxmarbe 

RubyPh

dusty skies xxmarbe

                  The sun didn't show up today, dark clouds and strong winds over-weighs the skies. It's getting chilly outside and roads are getting wet, probably some establishments chose not to operate today due to bad weather condition. However, there are still brave men working (those who aren't on holiday today) and battling with the winds and rains heading to their respective companies. Speaking of, I'll be working too but I'm luckier because I just got to work at home, I don't need to walk and pass those slippery roads, put on some heavy clothes to keep me warm and of course got to experience rain. Anyways, I hope that for those who will have to go out today for work or for some important matters, they could safely get to their destination despite this circumstance and as well, get home safely as much as possible. They may not encounter any harm nor any casualties along the road. 

                     Keep safe everyone. It is still a great weekend, though! 


xxmarbe

Confusion

        

calmness xx

Why does it so hard to read your mind? 

Sometimes your sweet.
Oftentimes, you don't give a care.
But in some special instances, you could be very romantic. 

Skies are blue, trees are green,
maybe we're stuck in each others dream. 

xxmarbe

Hashtag memories.

People change, memories don't. xx

As the year continue to make its leap, have you tired to contemplate on how have you survived, deal and spent another chapter of your life? Might sound "oh-well".

Time flies really fast, in a second later, we are all memories.

Let's make it count, Let's make this final page of the year worth remembering.
We may not have done everything we ought to do, but as long as your happy and satisfied with all you have come up with. That is more than pleasant.

xxmarbe