It's a sun shiny day! 

Gotta get out of bed. Start a new day again. 
Staring myself at the mirror, slept for just 4 hours. Am I even tired? I..

I think aside from working and studying everyday which is tiring. There are other things even more tiring than those two. It is not physically demanding nor it is physically exhausting. 

It's.. I can't even describe.
My eyes are tired, my mind is tired of thinking too. But I guess, there's one thing at the back of it all which makes it a lot more tiring. I don't know it exactly. I can't say what it is specifically but it's like, finding the end of the rainbow. You love the rainbow, you love the scene and you wanna discover it all but you just can't find it. Nobody knows where the end of the rainbow is. And it's frustrating. 

Why do these feelings has to exist even? 


Have a great day everyone! Love. 




xxmarbe